Chapter 42

He grabbed my hand and started to draw random patterns on the back of my hand. "I knew Amber was clingy hell she'd been clingy from the start but she was pretty and popular someone everyone expected me to date. But after awhile and I still hadn't found you I began to get worried. I started looking for you going on trips and telling her it was business. She found out some how I was looking for mate so she did the first thing that she knew would keep me connected to her." He sighed deeply. "She got pregnant" I whispered. He looked at me gulitly and nodded. " Trust me when I say I know how much of a mistake it was for me to keep sleeping with her and I have no exuse but that I'm a male. A stupid, stupid male. I wasn't sure the baby was mine at first but after he was born I demanded a DNA test and got my answer." I squeezed his hand and waited for him to continue. "I knew my first born should have been with my ma