chapter 36

Abbie The following day, all I can think about is what he said last night about going into heat. I don't want to go into heat. I don't want to do what is expected. Yet I want to mark my mate so that way the bond will form, and maybe he will let me come live with him in the Packhouse. It is lonely out here, and I feel trapped. Kade has dropped off some sugar cubes. There were ten in a sandwich bag. I crushed them and put them in the sugar jar, hoping they will last. For the most part, I spend the day sleeping, having nothing better to do, my mind wandering to Tyson, Ivy, and Gannon. How much my life has changed in a week, and I’m not sure it’s for the best anymore. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad here if I had Ivy with me. When I wake up, I retrieved my phone to see multiple missed calls from Gannon. I’m about to call him back when I hear tires on the dirt road. We had texted, or I voice texted him, but I haven't spoken to him. And my messages are always brief because the voice text thing j