Chapter 1

　　In my last international car racing 　　championship, 　　the front tire of my car suddenly burst, causing 　　the car to roll over. 　　The cars behind me collided with me one by 　　one. 　　After 99 times, I was unrecognizable from 　　the impacts. 　　Just as I reached out to my boyfriend for 　　help by instinct, 　　he kicked me away, my body covered in blood 　　and flesh. 　　“Don't dirty my newly tailored clothes today.” 　　He turned around, picked up the champion 　　who had just crossed the finish line, and spun her around, smiling and saying: 　　“Sharon, only the championship trophy is worthy of you. I will remove 　　all obstacles for you.” 　　Blood stained my entire body. 　　Watching the two of them embrace as the sun 　　set, I felt numb and desperate. 　　What he didn't know was that among these 　　red stains was the child who had just come into this world. 　　At that moment, I gave up on continuing to 　　love him. 　　... 　　I was pinned under the mangled race car. 　　Blood blurred my vision, and a warm stream 　　flowed from my lower body. 　　I struggled to reach out of the window, 　　seeking help from John , but I couldn't make a sound. 　　I wanted to tell him to save our child, 　　but he kicked me away, looking at his 　　trousers stained by my blood with disgust. 　　“You're so dirty; don't dirty my new clothes.” 　　Without stopping, he stepped over me and 　　walked towards the woman who was receiving the award. 　　His steps were hurried and rhythmic. 　　I heard John 's gentle voice. 　　“Sharon, congratulations on winning the championship.” 　　“Thank you, John.” 　　“Without your help, I wouldn't have won this championship.” 　　The woman's voice was sweet and delicate, 　　familiar yet strange to my ears. 　　I had heard this voice more than once on 　　John 's phone. 　　Every time I asked about it, I was accused 　　of being sensitive and controlling. 　　Afraid of losing him, I gradually closed my 　　mouth. 　　“I knew you would win the championship. I've booked a restaurant to 　　celebrate for Sharon. Let's all share in the joy.” 　　As soon as John finished speaking, cheers 　　erupted around us. 　　The assistant's out-of-place voice 　　interrupted the celebration. 　　“Um... what about Sister Sharon? She's still pinned under the car, 　　right?” 　　After a pause, John 's voice was cold and 　　ruthless. 　　“The race cars are specially customized with anti-collision features. 　　As for her current state, she's probably just trying to get my attention.” 　　“Since that's the case, leave Sharon here and let her cool off. No 　　one is allowed to help her.” 　　After he spoke, there was silence. 　　“But Mr. John, isn't Sharon your girlfriend? Is it really okay to 　　leave her like this?” 　　John 's brows furrowed fiercely as he 　　quickly reprimanded: 　　“Don't speak nonsense. I only see Vivian as a business partner. In 　　this life, my girlfriend will only be Sharon.” 　　There was a chorus of sighs. 　　I lay there, tears streaming down my face, 　　unsure if they were blood or tears. 　　John had never called me his girlfriend. 　　Even though we had lived together for three 　　years. 　　We had hugged, kissed, and done everything 　　a couple should do. 　　Yet he declared to everyone that we were 　　just business partners. 　　And his girlfriend would only be Sharon 　　White. 　　I tried to lift my body but fell back down 　　weakly. 　　I wanted to question him about what our 　　five years together meant. 　　But when I opened my mouth, no sound came 　　out. 　　Tears mixed with blood streamed down my 　　cheeks. 　　Sharon threw herself into John 's arms, 　　hugging him: 　　“John, you actually waited for me for so long, I...” 　　Her words were cut off as John kissed her 　　directly. 　　The sound of their saliva intertwining was 　　ambiguous and provocative. 　　Until the surroundings gradually quieted 　　down. 　　I was left behind by them. 　　Unable to bear the torment of the pain, I 　　reluctantly closed my eyes. 　　A conversation woke me up. 　　Opening my eyes, I saw the hospital 　　ceiling. 　　“John , Miss white's leg has healed and she can still race. Do you 　　really want to cripple Sharon?” 　　“If Vivian's leg still has any feeling, then give her a shot to 　　cripple it.” 　　“With Sharon as the myth in the racing world, Vivian is enough. As 　　for Vivian, I will take care of her for the rest of her life.” 　　John 's voice was cold and ruthless. 　　He knew racing was my lifelong hobby and 　　pursuit. 　　Yet for Sharon, he crippled my leg. 　　The wounds seemed to hurt again, spreading 　　throughout my body. 　　In that case. 　　John , racing and you, I don't want either. 　　I trembled and reached out to grab the 　　phone on the table. 　　I dialed the number I had memorized long 　　ago, my voice hoarse: 　　“Mom, I don't want to race anymore. Come pick me up in a week.”