19. The Part With Cameron's Truth

"I-I'm sorry guys, but I think I have to go." I say, standing up, my knees were all achy from the news I've just heard. I got myself into a cab, my heart broke a little but when silence took over and I realize the fact, it broke a lot. I mean, it was fine that I couldn't have her and that I was just her friend... But to know that she's getting married? The thing I can't stand about it is her not telling me... Oh, christ, was her 'roommate' in fact her fiancé? Now I was hurt and confused. Why did she hide it? Why did she tell me all that crap about never falling in love when the fact of the matter is she's getting married? Why did she say all those things to me that Sunday night? What did she mean by all that? Can I ask you that? Can I ask you to think of me, at any given time, and remember all the fun you had with me? Did she ask me to promise that because she knew I'd find out she'd been hiding her 'wedding' and her 'fiancé' from me? Well, damn it, I don't know if I can keep tha