Chapter 126

Asher Alena's words cut me deep. I knew very well that I was supposed to reach out to her and clear up the misunderstanding but I didn't want to do it. Not now anyways. She didn't need to worry about me and my problems when her family needed her the most right now. When Alena was out of sight, I cursed out loud; punching the air. "Fuck!" Why does nothing ever go my way?. Infact, why wasn't I still able to control this yet?. Glancing down at the pill in my hands, I wanted to throw it away to curb my anger but that wouldn't do me any good so I swallowed it instead. That nauseating feeling was gone and suddenly, I was starting to feel better. I make a call to Natasha to inform her that I would be going home early then I left. I was useless. What good is a doctor who can't even stand the sight of blood?. Could I even be called a doctor?. I didn't want to go in the labor room the first place but Alena had asked me to and I didn't want to let her down. Plus, it was only going to be for three