Chapter 222

Alex’s POV My past relationships were all just a pastime. I was never serious with other women because I know I only want Selena. Ever since I met her, I know I’m doomed. Liking a brat, falling for a woman of pride, dreaming of an angel. If a miracle is real, then this is my miracle. But why does this miracle hurt? Loving her means pretending I’m blind. Loving her means pretending I don’t see the cracks, the mistakes, the sins. It was suffocating, but if you love someone you’ll do everything to keep them. Right? I want to confront her about what I saw, but I’m scared I’d lose her if I do. The scene keeps repeating in the back of my head, messing with me, making me insane. She agreed when I asked her not to kiss someone else, but she did today. I felt like I was stabbed a million times when I saw it. I could accept it if she pushed him away, but she didn’t. I saw longing in her eyes. I saw pain. I saw the restrained desire, the untold love. She’s not mine. I knew that when I met her aga