Chapter 131

Days have gone by since I sneaked in to Adrian’s house. I do not know if he ever realized it or if he even visited my room. He never called and I didn’t expect him to. He was now busy with Kelly. The both of them have been seen hanging out together lately. They were labeled by the media as the power couple. Kelly won just like he’d made it clear to me the first day that we met. Slowly I am picking up pieces of my life –I always does and a storm as big as this one wasn’t going to break me. I have been there before and I thought that I wouldn’t make it, but I did. It’s the same feeling of helplessly, asking myself what I ever did wrong to deserve all this. Somehow, I don’t know how to choose the best men for myself. I give my all to them but they hold back two times. should I also start becoming selfish? But I realized that it wasn’t worth it. I went back to my old job at the orphanage and I loved spending my time with the kids. They have been part of my healing process and God knows how