Chapter 27-01

I had never ridden a horse before. Not even on a little pony ride. I don't think I had ever even petted a horse before. Obviously, my parents had never let me get a pet. But of course when Destiny brought home a kitten she had gotten from one of her friends, they let her keep it. I had complained and, of course, got beaten for it. Needless to say, we never saw it get to adulthood. That was the first animal I had ever really met. Poor thing. Hopefully, Josh's horses would be better taken care of. Suddenly, I knew what I had to do. I would avoid Josh this entire day until I actually forgave him. Until I knew I could forgive him. But I wasn't in love with him. That was just me trying to believe that someone could actually love me, and in the mist of all the hurt I was feeling and the fact that he was holding me and comforting me when no one else had. And he got a point for that, but he had lost that when he left me. He would just have to make me forg