Chapter 35

When I stopped at the stable, my eyes were filled to the rim with tears. I slid off the horse and grabbed his reins, leading him in. Luckily, Josh's father wasn't there, but I didn't know what to do with Beany Baby. I kept his reins in my hands and walked over to Anthem. What are you doing? Who says you're not good enough? I hadn't heard that voice for a long time, but I knew exactly who it was. I jumped, clenching my jaw. Who says you're allowed to listen in to my conversations? I snapped, rubbing my hand across Anthem's ears. I do. Especially when you have absolutely no self-esteem. You're better than that. You're so—he began, but I cut him off. Shut up. I don't want to hear it, alright? I know I don't, and there's nothing you can do to change that. I said as Anthem sniffed my hand for any sign of food. He was speechless for a second. Fine. Alright. I get that. But I want you to know that you are good enough for him; yo