#Chapter 175: Heartbroken Memories

The next night, I sit around my dining room table with Hugo and Miles. Hugo has a notepad and a manila folder filled with his own research. Miles has his chair moved closer to mine, his hand within reach at any time. We’ve already talked about what to expect from tonight. Mentally, I’ve tried to prepare myself for the things I’m going to have to share. It’s difficult to fully be ready, though. Facing these past demons feels as overwhelming and dangerous as if I were to face the devil himself. Maybe I did. Edward has a lot in common with him. “Whenever you are ready, Esther,” Hugo says gently. He’s always so patient and calm. His presence combined with Miles besides me makes me think that I should be able to actually do this. If it were anyone else here, like strangers, I’m sure I’d bottle up. “And if you ever want to stop, that’s find too,” Miles adds. “I need to tell you,” I say. I’ve carried this weight all by myself for so long. I’m hoping that finally sharing will help li