#Chapter 45 - Give It Up Already

Stella The morning breeze is light and gentle on my skin. It soothes my aching heart and helps me clear my mind from the events that transpired the previous night. Clara’s face is burned into my memory, the way she held onto Adrian so casually and so affectionately…it hurts my soul to even think about. I know that I am divorcing Adrian and plan to get rid of him in my life but a part of me wishes that he would realize Clara’s true nature and come to the conclusion that she is the materialistic parasite in his life, not me. I need to stop thinking about him. I need to get my head on straight and realize that I can finally be free without Adrian in my life. Without him, I’ll be happy again and I deserve to be happy. Just thinking about it makes my head hurt. A dull pain forms behind my eyes under the shade of a palm tree. It is just prominent enough to not incapacitate me but is just on the border of being annoying. What I need is a distraction. I need to find something to do