Chapter 09

Seyah gasped as she heard my angry voice then her eyes covered with tears. She watched me for a while and wore my shirt quickly as she tried to get out of the car. "Give my shirt back" I again shouted at her as she looked at me with an extremely hurt look and quickly wore her clothes as she got out of the car and ran away while wiping her tears. I closed my eyes and stayed for a while then suddenly something hit my mind. What did I just do? Did I just shout at my Seyah?. My heart covered with horror as I remembered the look she had on her face. She was scared of me and shocked. Fuck..No. I quickly wore my shirt and got out of the car as I ran towards the direction she ran. Fuck. What the fuck did I do? Oh my god. No. My eyes turned red because I couldn't see her anywhere. No.. Seyah. Please… Where is she? ………………. ~ Seyah ~ I ran as fast as I could and I also don't know where I ran. I.. I just couldn't believe that Seth shouted at me like that. He was so angry and I've never seen him like that before. Why? I didn't do anything wrong to him right? He touched me willingly. I finally stopped at a place and it was a park. I slowly walked into it and sat on a corner where no one could see me. My tears rolled down as I heard his voice in my mind. Why did he? He never shouted at me like that. He even asked me to give his shirt back. Why? My heart was hurting and I was just lost. I love him but he hurts me again and again. I couldn't hold my cries back so I cried so loudly and some people were looking at me as if I was a crazy woman. I just can't bear the pain that I was feeling inside of me because of the few words that Seth told me. His eyes were filled with fury and annoyance towards me. I felt like I was a big trouble to him. My feelings are wrong, I can't love my brother and just like he said we are impossible. We won't have a future together just like he said but how am I going to stay without loving him? Everytime I see him…. I don't want to think about it anymore. I have no idea how many hours I spent there while touching the necklace he just bought for me. Then I realised it's getting dark so I decided to go back. "Miss Dawson? What a coincidence" As I came out of the park I heard someone's voice and I turned back to see him and saw he was the guy that I accidentally bumped into in the morning. I didn't want to talk to him so I simply nodded at him and turned to leave again. "Why are you here alone? I saw your brother with Eliza a few minutes ago" My heart froze because of his words. What did he see? I wanted to cry but I forced myself not to do it because I don't even know this guy and what if he's lying? "Oh you don't believe me. Let me show you" With that he showed me his phone and my whole world collapsed as I saw Seth and Eliza. Eliza was wrapping her hand around Seth while smiling at him. Seth also had his hand wrapped around her waist. Is that why he asked me to fuck off? Did he fall in love with Eliza? "Okay. Thank you" I smiled at him and nodded as I turned to leave. "I'm Austin" I heard him and I again looked back at him and nodded with a smile. "Seyah.." I said my name and I wanted to go home as soon as possible. I wanted to see Seth and I was scared. "Shall I take you home? It's getting dark so don't go alone." I looked at him and found he was a handsome guy but I'm not going to judge a man by his look. "No.. it's okay. Thank you" I smiled at him and said as I found he was staring at me with a weird smile. "Hey. Don't be afraid I won't harm you. I'm not gonna kidnap you or rape" I laughed because of what he said. He really knew what I was thinking. I nodded at him and went with him as he opened the car door for me. I got into his car and he also came and got into the car. "Are you a friend of Seth?" I looked at him and asked. He stayed without moving for a while and nodded his head. "Yeah" I smiled at him as he looked at me and looked out of the window but I couldn't help but think about the photo he showed me. "Okay…. Back to earth young lady. We've arrived" Urghh. I didn't even realize it. I looked at Austin and saw he was smiling at me. "Thank you" I smiled at him and got down from the car then he also came out of the car. "Can I have your number?" He asked me and I nodded because he was just a normal guy and he also helped me. I gave him my number and pecked his cheek and smiled. "Thank you Austin. Goodnight" With that I turned to leave and saw Seth was looking at me with an extremely hurt expression. He was at the door while looking at me and then his eyes fell on Austin with hatred but without caring I entered the house and went upstairs as I entered the room and locked the door before Seth could come in. "Seyah.. I'm sorry" I heard Seth's voice through the door and tears filled in my eyes as I remembered what he did. He always hurts me and says sorry, am I that easy? Why is he even saying sorry to me? He didn't even look for me but stayed with Eliza. Is this what I get from him? Without talking to him I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I heard him knocking on my door while I was showering but I was just hurt and didn't want to see him because his face reminded me of how he looked at me in the evening. "Seyah please. Open the door. I just want to see you" I heard Seth's voice and I ignored him again because of the pain I'm feeling because of him. He never shouted at me like that before. I changed into my clothes but still I could hear him knocking on the door. I sighed and went to open the door because I didn't want to hurt him even if he hurt me like that.