  "Well, that's me." I smiled. "Promise me. Promise me you'll join me with Ivan and even with Seymour after all this."
  He smiled and nodded. "I promise. But also promise me that you'll be able to see how he looks tomorrow. Promise you'll be strong."
  I didn&quot;t immediately respond to Roxanne. Can I really handle it? I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to look like tomorrow.
  I just swallowed and nodded softly. "Promise." I faked a smile.
  Just this time, I will believe in that quote. That, promises are meant to be broken. Because I wasn&quot;t sure if I would be able to see the man I loved most in a dangerous situation.
  After I put on the hospital gown, gloves and medical cap I confronted Creed. He is the one I will be with today when entering the ICU where Ivan is. Even if Ivan's Mommy, Mommy Jane, wanted to come with her, she couldn't do it because she had already allow

  <p dir="ltr">Rigella Andrea's POV
  <p dir="ltr">I smiled as I saw his smiling face in a picture that is placed in a frame. It's been a long time since I saw him smile. This picture, somehow, showed it to me. The smile that can melt my heart in an instant. The angelic smile that caught my attention years ago.
  <p dir="ltr">No wonder, I fell in love with him so deep like an ocean. I feel like I'm drowning because of being so much in love with him. No matter how much I want to go up, I can't. I was destined to fall in love with him. And I also think that he is the only one who I will only love even in my after life.
  <p dir="ltr">Though, I know it's quite impossible, I'm still wishing for it because ... I can't imagine myself loving someone else other than him. He is my one and only great love. He fully occupied my heart and up until now, he still does. No one can replace him even the 

  "I'm fine." I'll answer right away. "Do you know where Ivan is? Why isn't he here?" I asked her what I should have asked Darlyn earlier.
  My two eyes saw the masculinity of Creed's eyes. Wait, why does he seem so shocked? I'm just asking where Ivan is. What's so surprising about that?
  Creed blinked and drew a deep sigh. He averted his gaze from me and I saw the redness of his neck. His jaw also moves as if he is disgusted.
  Darlyn suddenly appeared in front of me so I was surprised. Shit, I just woke up but this girl startled me right away!
  "Ah ... He's the one who takes care of your children, best. Bi ... He'll also visit you tomorrow so don't worry. He wants ... He really wants to visit you here but he has to take care of your children ... "Darlyn's lips trembled as she smiled at me.
  One of my eyebrows rose. Nakakainis naman. I didn't even see him when my eyes were wide open.

"Well, that's me." I smiled. "Promise me. Promise me you'll join me with Ivan and even with Seymour after all this."
  He smiled and nodded. "I promise. But also promise me that you'll be able to see how he looks tomorrow. Promise you'll be strong."
  I didn&quot;t immediately respond to Roxanne. Can I really handle it? I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to look like tomorrow.
  I just swallowed and nodded softly. "Promise." I faked a smile.
  Just this time, I will believe in that quote. That, promises are meant to be broken. Because I wasn&quot;t sure if I would be able to see the man I loved most in a dangerous situation.
  After I put on the hospital gown, gloves and medical cap I confronted Creed. He is the one I will be with today when entering the ICU where Ivan is. Even if Ivan's Mommy, Mommy Jane, wanted to come with her, she couldn't do it because she had already allowed me to enter the ICU. Only a limited number of people can enter there.
  This is the first tim

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