Chapter 190

That one minute of torture that we went through. We didn't even want to look at the test after the minute was over. I remembered how I cried when the minute was up. I didn't want to look at the test because I didn't want to be disappointed. Jeremy clutched onto my hand while he picked up the three tests. He read all three before telling me the results. I started crying again. But it was because I was happy. The first thought in my head was about me being a parent. I wanted to be like Anthony. He was a great father before I knew everything. I wanted to be a good parent like he was- just minus the kidnapping part obviously. "Happy Father's Day" I muttered, hoping that he heard me somewhere. A part of me hated him for lying to me my whole life, but at the same time, I was grateful. No one knows what my life would've been like if I wasn't kidnapped. I would have obviously known Jeremy before all of this. I would be closer to my family. But we probably