Chapter 5

I nodded with a weak smile. The idea of having a mate is still surprising. Lucas couldn't possibly be as vicious as they made him sound in the stories. It didn't matter to me though at this moment, I just knew I needed him to survive. "We'll talk about this mate situation later. Right now I'll notify Alpha Hall and see what can be managed. Alright, baby girl?"  Spencer hugged me before retrieving his phone to call Alpha Hall. I was glad there was just a hint of hope. While my fathers' handled this part of the situation, I went home real quick to shower and to change into new clothes. Black sweats, a black tank top, my red oversized cardigan and burgundy converse. I didn't feel the need to get all dressed up at ten thirty pm. I pulled a beanie over my head and left my room to go downstairs. My fathers sat at the kitchen bar, talking quietly. "What did the Alpha say?" I asked them, walking into the room. They both looked worried, resulting in fear creeping up my spine for Lucas. Spencer spoke first, holding my other dad's hand in his own.  "The alpha understood your plead and is getting someone to remove the bullets. However once he is healed, he has to leave red moon territory immediately." I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I didn't want him to leave. I hadn't even gotten to know him yet. I had so many questions for him. The truth was Lucas was mine and I was his. And we hadn't even had the chance to get to know one another. I felt the familiar burning behind my eyes as they became watery. My hands clenched into fists, this wasn't fair. "Your father and I have spoken and although you will always be our little girl, you are old enough to make your own decisions. You should consider leaving with Lucas, for a life with your soul mate. We only want you to be happy and safe. Just think about it and we'll go see him in the morning, regardless of your decision."  I didn't expect that, especially coming from Nick. I took the information in, flopping into a chair. The tears clawed at my eyes before rolling down my cheeks. I wiped them away with anger. It was just not fair. I didn't want to leave my parents and friends, yet I didn't want to wonder what if. I took a deep breath, looking around what had been my bedroom for the last twenty four years. The candy apple red walls were now bare from the many pictures, that hung there just hours ago, being taken down. The white book shelves were half empty and my desk too, with just my old lamp. My bed was made nicely, the raspberry colored pillows perfectly stacked and my white knitted blanket folded at the end of the bed. The plush carpet was freshly vacuumed, looking almost new. After opening up my windows, I walked downstairs, meeting my dads at the front door. The looks that they were portraying, was different to the vibe I was getting from them. They both had weak smiles on their faces as we stood across from each other. I knew the smiles were fake, due to the twitching of their lips, every few seconds. My own smile was not that real either. In reality, I was scared; scared of what Lucas would think about this. Scared of this big change in my life, and its effects. I felt selfish and guilty for not considering the changes it would bring up in other peoples lives. Big tears rolled down my cheeks, when my dads pulled me in for a much needed group hug. These two men were always the most important people in my life. I was grateful that I had the opportunity to grow up in such a loving home. It didn't matter to them that I was human or the fact that I was from a different race. They had chosen me and cared for me as if I were their own. "We love you and you are always welcome here, Ella. Never forget that." Spencer, spoke in a hushed voice. "I love you too!" I whispered, hugging them tighter. *** I stepped out of the black SUV, my legs weak. I felt sick to my stomach and I was sure this was due to my nerves being all over the place. My feet were wobbly on the cement path, as I made my way to the holding cells. I had only been down here once as a kid, when Luke and I were hiding from Dean. The walls were made out of brick, giving off a cold and dark feel. It was dark besides the flickering lights attached to the ceiling, adding to the scary vibe. Goosebumps raised on my skin from the cold air. I walked to the last cell before turning the latch on the metal door. The sight in front of me, shocked me momentarily. I made my way over to him, ignoring his black eyes and hugged his large form. Lucas let out a pained grunt before wrapping his arms around me. I wanted to let him go but first I needed to ensure myself that he was still alive and OK. I stood there, hugging his warm shirtless torso, while he held me tightly to him. I heard his heart beating loudly in his chest. It was much slower than that of humans, but it was there. I took a step back, but not really leaving his arms, sense he had a hand on my cheek and the other on my hip. "I'm glad they didn't hurt you." Lucas breathed out, looking into my eyes. His now dark blue ones would flicker a glowing blue every few seconds. "I'm glad they didn't kill you." I admitted, a weak smile on my face.