Chapter 104: Your mother is still alive 

"As much as I want to hold the fact that it wasn't my fault, I still blame myself for causing her so much hurt. She loves me as much as I love her. How can I let her go through such pains? How can I hurt my own kids? I can't recognise Pamela neither do my children. My case was pathetic" Louis said, his breath rasping in his throat. "Lucas is right. You couldn't help it. Someone you don't know or doesn't recognise, you can't treat her like a true lover. Please don't blame yourself anymore. Pamela is not blaming you,but rather she'd been waiting for you to recover. Her arms are open, waiting for you to return to her and the kids" Alice assured. "I'm afraid you are wrong. Pamela was waiting for me to break up properly. And she did that. The only thing that would keep Pamela and I in contact with each other are the kids. In her words, she said we are each other's child's parents. She has moved on without me. And I don't blame her at all. I pushed her to the point where she no longer cared