Chapter 118: Everything is lost 

Same night in Louis Hayden's Mansion, he couldn't sleep, he was in his wine cellar and getting drunk. He felt like a complete failure. Though successful in business, financially, popularity and fame, he is a total failure in relationships and family wise. The only woman he had ever loved, he couldn't keep. His kids, he can't live with them. He found himself in a big dilemma and now, she slipped off his hands and he stood watching, unable to do anything to stop her His life is empty. He loves Pamela but she'd left him. It's not easy for him to accept the fact that he lost his woman to another man. Pamela should believe him when he said he was sorry. He didn't mean to hurt her this way. If his mother hadn't ruined everything for him, maybe things wouldn't have taken this turn. "I'm sorry, Pamela," he mumbled. How he wishes things can return to the way it used to be. Nothing matters to him anymore besides Pamela and the kids. He gulped an entire bottle of liquor. He was feeling tipsy and