Chapter121:

Chapter 121 XENOIS "I apologized," I said. "I told her it was an intrusive thought." *And maybe that was a mistake. Maybe you should have owned it. Should have pulled her harder against you and kissed her deeper and let her feel how much you wanted her.* The image of that—of doing exactly what he described—sent a fresh wave of arousal through me. I could almost feel her body pressed against mine, could almost hear her gasp, could almost taste her surrender. *This is who you are. Not just the gentle father and loving husband, but also the dominant, intense lover. You're all of these things. And trying to suppress part of yourself will only make you miserable.* "But what if I can't control it?" I asked. "What if letting that part of me out means I lose the better parts? What if I hurt her?" *You won't. Because underneath all of this, you love her. That's the difference between abuse and intense consensual play—love and care for your partner's wellbeing. The old you might have been cold i