Chapter 7 No Remorse

Alicia I sat on the side of my tub replaying the scene over and over again. The kiss with Logan, getting caught by Sarah and her followers, the nasty things she said about me, the nasty thing I said about her. Ahhh it was all too much to take. I took my towel off and slid in the warm water. Trying to relax but nothing was keeping the thoughts from running through my mind. But it slowly began to change from replaying the entire scene, good and bad, to the feeling of Logan's hands on my hips. The sensation of his fingers grazing the skin just below the hem of my shirt. His hands running down to lightly grab my ass possessively. His soft lips devouring mine as though he can't live with anything else. The feel of his soft black hair in my hands as I roughly attempted to get him closer to me. His hands making their way up my body threatening to touch places that know one ever has besides myself. I thought of all these things and before I knew it I was touching myself. I'm not new to pleasuring myself, I'm not a complete prude. I have from time to time, but never with someone in mind that I have known, and I never thought that it would be Logan. But he was on my mind, and the things that we have done, and the things I want to do and I was hot and ready to go. It really didn't take long as I was already reaching a peak thinking of him this whole time. My hands made their way around all the most delicate parts pretending it was him touching me. As my one hand took possession of my very wet and excited region down below, my other hand worked its magic gently messages my breasts every once and awhile sliding over my extremely hard and sensitive peeks. With the help of the warm water cascading over me and thoughts of Logan's touch I reached my climax fast and strong, the most overwhelming climax I had ever reached. I lay there completely amazed at how that felt. I was about to climb out of the tub and dry myself off when I heard what sounded like stones hitting the window of my bedroom. I wrapped a towel around myself and quickly went to the window, taking a peek without being seen. Or at least I thought I hadn't been seen. There was Logan with all his manly glory chucking stones at my bedroom window like a 1980's movie. I stood there frozen, not knowing if I wanted to say something, or if I just said nothing maybe he would give up and go away. I was lost in my back and forth thoughts when his sexy voice piped up. "I've already seen you there Princess in that very sexy towel, so you might as well talk to me." My eyes opened wide in shock and again I had no idea what to do. So I opted for throwing my robe on quickly and going to the window to talk before he woke up my parents. I opened the window to see him looking up at me with puppy dog eyes, he almost looked sincere. "Logan! What are you doing here, and how do you know where I live?" I whisper yelled. "Why don't you come down here so we don't have to yell and wake up the whole neighbourhood." He yelled back making no attempt to be quiet with a smirk on his face. "Ok, ok, just be quiet already." I panicked. "Ill be down in a minute." I quickly ran to my closet and threw on some sweats and a t-shirt, brushed my wet hair and threw it up into a messy bun at the top of my head. Seemed like the easiest thing to do at the time. I went down stairs and threw on some crocks that sat at the front door and went outside. It was approximately ten at night in the middle of the week so the neighbourhood did seem like it had gone to bed. There was no sign of Logan, I step further out off my porch wrapping my arms around myself from the cool breeze hitting my skin. "Logan." I whispered. "Where are you? Logan." I said a little louder. "Hey!" Logan yelled behind behind me grabbing my shoulders. "Shit Logan you scared the crap out of me! And don't be so loud. People are sleeping." He just chuckled behind me like he's the funniest thing on Earth. "Calm down know one can hear us. Are you cold?" He said with a look of concern once I turned around. "No, I'm fine." I stated getting some distance and not looking him in the eye. "Are you sure, because your arms are full of goosebumps and..." His gaze lowered away from my face and directly at my chest, indicating that the cold was effecting more then just my arms. My arms shot up covering my boobs and I scowled his way. "My eyes are up here big boy." He laughed while taking off his jacket and wrapping it around my arms. "Here put this on. Lets go for a walk." "A walk, no Logan, I need to stay away from you. I don't know whats going on here, but it needs to end now. I'm sure Sarah is sufficiently jealous there isn't any reason for you to be here." "Princess I don't want Sarah I don't know what I could possibly do to make you believe that." I stayed silent. I didn't quite know what to say at this point. "Come on, just a quick walk." I reluctantly started walking down the street, and with a sly smile he followed. "So...what collage are you going to when we graduate?" He asked. "What collage am I going to?" I giggled at that completely inappropriate question, I stopped in the middle of the road. "Logan what are we doing here? Why do you keep following me around?" He took a step closer. "Why do you keep kissing me." I said in a whisper. "We are here because I need to apologize for what went on at The Clearing. I really didn't intend on that happening. I keep following you around because I am captivated by you." He was right in front of me now. "And I keep kissing you...because I just can't seem to help myself." He skimmed his right hand across my cheek and tucked a stray hair in behind my ear. My eyes automatically began to close at his touch. "You gotta not do that Princess, seeing you react that way to me drives me insane, one would almost think that you think about me too." My eyes shot open immediately and my cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. I stepped away from him and continued walking. "What, what's the matter?" I didn't answer him. "I'm getting the impression that you do think about me. Maybe have for awhile." I turned to see a smug look on his face, but I still didn't know what to say, he just knows exactly what to say to get my blood boiling the arrogant jerk. "Maybe... you were thinking of me while you were alone." He grabbed the hem of my pants and pulled me against his hard chest. "Were you princess, is that why you're cheeks flushed red the way they do when you are adorably embarrassed." My breath hitched as he gently slid his fingers around the bare skin of my waist. He brought his forehead and rested it against mine with his eyes closed. His hands slowly made their way up the back of my shirt sending shivers all through my body. But just as quickly as he was there he backed away, but moved his one hand to hold mine leading me back towards my house. We stayed silent as we walked to the door. Just as I was about to open the door, he stopped me. "Alicia." I turned around. "Don't try to run from me anymore would you. It's getting kind of tiring chasing you around." He smirked. "Then don't chase me." He was quite upset by me saying this. "I don't belong in your world Logan." "You will." I shook my head at this but couldn't help but smile. He was just about to leave when I remembered his jacket. "Logan! Your jacket." "Keep it." He said with a boyish grin. I closed the door, and didn't know what to think. Things are different when we are alone, but once I go to school I know that all eyes will be on me, and everyone will be talking about what had happened today. But I was sick of being afraid. I have no remorse for standing up for myself, and I will not apologize for anything. It seems that the I can no longer stay in the shadows so I will have to hold my head up high. I just hope I'm not setting myself up for a big fall.