Chapter 80

"Beef . " I simply answered , not wanting to 'waste her precious time .' "And make it fast ,I'm hungry ." I added . Silence filled the heartbeats once again . Eventhough my eyes were locked on the posh walls of the restaurant , but I could still feel John's eyes burning holes at the side of my face . To be honest , I kind of missed him eventhough he doesn't want me anymore . I don't know long have we stayed in this position but at least our food came . I buried my face down my plate as I recalled the time how his warm hands guided mine as he cutted my beef into tiny pieces . I picked up the dining knife and fork while I let the mental image take over my hands . Slowly and gracefully , just like what had he taught me last time , I managed to turn half my beef into tiny little pieces . I caught his eyes were training on my hands when I looked up from my plate , which he made no attempt to look away eventhough he knew that I'd saw him looking at me. "You know , I used to teach my girlfrie