No, no, no, no,no! This can not be happening right now, it's too soon! He just kissed me and it felt as if he touched my soul.



I was freaking out. I can not allow myself to get lost in him. It's for his future benefit and mine. He's perfect, I'm not. We do not belong together! He is just so, so intimidating and powerful and I'm just me.



I have to get out of this place, right now. All the spooning and neck sniffing and kissing (well the one kiss) I just know it won't be long until I cave and give in and well submit.



I mean before I know it he'll be dragging me off to who knows where and forcing me to leave Chris, Ginger and Adam behind. They are my family and Adam has come to mean so much to me. I can't just leave them, and that's exactly what I know will happen if I continue to allow Xavier to kidnap me.



I'm leaving.



With my mind made up I grabbed my backpack and shoved a 

After Xavier carried me all the way to his mansion and up into his bedroom I demanded to be let down and I immediately dashed into his closet and stole a t-shirt of his.



Before I was even half way out of the closet he grabbed me and directed me into his bathroom where we were now.



' Ow! Not so hard okay!' I squealed as he attempted to disinfect my shoulder wounds.



Xavier simply looked coolly up at me. I say "up at me" not because I miraculously grew to like over 6 feet but because I was perched on the bathroom counter and he stood between my legs. Yeah I know but it is what it is.



'How do you expect me to even do it if you continue to jump around?' He asked while dabbing the alcohol.



I bit my lip to keep in the scream that threatened to fall and I grabbed his arm and squeezed so tight I think he would of bruised if not for being a werewolf.



He looked at my hand and then

I must admit the food was good, really good and I hate to admit it but I enjoyed supper. Probably because Xavier wasn't there.



I was quite surprised to find his staff/ pack members really friendly and welcoming. They all spoke to me and we actually got along, how surprising people actually enjoyed my company and they were nothing like their demanding, rude jerk faced Alpha. But then again only a few of his pack members accompanied him here on his trip the Beta was probably handling things for him back home. I'm sure his warriors won't be so friendly let's hope I don't get relocated and he doesn't decide to take me back with him.



I can't begin to think about what his real home must look like if this one is just a temporary base. Damn how can you be that rich?



I was on my way upstairs and to our bedroom, I know. I was going to rebel and sleep in one of the guest bedrooms but every

No, no, no, no,no! This can not be happening right now, it's too soon! He just kissed me and it felt as if he touched my soul.



I was freaking out. I can not allow myself to get lost in him. It's for his future benefit and mine. He's perfect, I'm not. We do not belong together! He is just so, so intimidating and powerful and I'm just me.



I have to get out of this place, right now. All the spooning and neck sniffing and kissing (well the one kiss) I just know it won't be long until I cave and give in and well submit.



I mean before I know it he'll be dragging me off to who knows where and forcing me to leave Chris, Ginger and Adam behind. They are my family and Adam has come to mean so much to me. I can't just leave them, and that's exactly what I know will happen if I continue to allow Xavier to kidnap me.



I'm leaving.



With my mind made up I grabbed my backpack and shoved a few of my stuff that psycho, possessive Xavier stole and strode to the window.



Looking down I not

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