Chapter 38

My voice catches in my lungs and I can't formulate a reply, I just stare at him in open-mouthed silence, inner tingles waving over me like hot sauce. Jake's never mentioned marriage before, I know he loves me, but part of me still finds it hard to believe he loves me as much as this. "You want to marry me one day, right?" He halts and suddenly sounds so young and unsure, my silence making him think I'm freaking out in a bad way. I guess a small part of me is, but mostly I'm shocked into silence. He moves closer, panic in his face, the doubt that he's said something he shouldn't have. I reach out for him and he follows, wrapping himself within my arms. "I just didn't think you would want that with me," I mumble, the tears stinging my eyes for a different reason and I sniff. "Why wouldn't I? You know how I feel about you … I've told you enough times." His face comes to mine, his hand clasps my chin and tugs my eyes up to meet his.