Chapter 14

SOMETIMES in someone's real life you can just ask God why in the dynamic crowd of unlucky lives you are still. I always thought that what if I had a good memories in my family? What if Daddy didn"t leave us? Can mommy still live? Would I be happy then? Would Sherina choose me this time? Life is so unfair, but sometimes we asked ourselves what is really the meaning of Life?

But for me, life is a question that can't be answered in one word or in a single sentence. Life is what you do, what you love, what you hate, what you dislike. ... Life is a question that can't be answered in one word or in a single sentence. Life is what you do, what you love, what you hate, what you dislike.

I stared at the face of the person next to me now who was sound asleep, he hugged me tightly as if I would disappear any time. Maybe I'm blind, I don't notice her beauty. But until now, I couldn't say that I am already inlove.

I tried to lift my right hand and slowly reached for his smooth face. I wish you could all really be with her clear skin, I ran my index finger over her forehead, her two eyes towards her nose and her thin lips.

This lips, was so intimidating. That feeling when it's finally landed on your lips you will feel hypnotized and captivated. You can only close your eyes because of the softness of his lips.

That's why I won't be surprised if women really chase him.

"Done fantasizing me? Butternut?" My eyes widened when he spoke, his eyes are still close but the idiot smiled and was happy that I was watching him. Nothing happened between me and him last night, but my cheeks were getting really red. We just kissed and that's all, but after I first kissed him, he mayat maya na ko inaasar just annoying.

"Feeling, not really handsome." Then I stared, I was about to remove my hand but he held it and brought it to his lips to kiss softly. I gulped, that's just a fucking simple gesture from him but my heart suddenly go crazy !!!

"I don't look handsome, I've heard from those in your mind how handsome I am." What the hell? Am I that strong -minded ?!

"What ?!"

And there he opened his eyes, my eyes met his. I bit my lip when he finally opened his eyes. God !! Its eyes are wide and obviously just from sleep.

He was still holding my hand.

"Easy, you're getting mad again." He laughed at the promise. That's why I kicked his bare chest which he complained about.

"Fuck! Your hands are really heavy baby!" I stared at him again, but I was even more surprised when he came even closer for saken and it was too late when I realized that his lip had landed for saken.

I was startled, so I was not able to respond immediately while he I could feel his lips moving towards me. His eyes were close, he released my hand and it moved to the side of my neck. He even pulled the side of my hips.

And again, I found myself kissing him back.

I'm on the beach now and went out of our suite first, the madman even slept after our kissing session. I don't know if that one is very sleepy, but I thought because he's so hectic and tired from his work, maybe he deserves to rest. I am wearing his shirt so it looks like a dress for saken and reaches half of my thigh but I am wearing my shorts.

Just last night I also found out that we are here in Alta Vista Ilocandia in Ilocos Norte in Pagudpud, it's near The Blue Lagoon owned by Alyana's ex.

This place is so beautiful, relaxing and breathtaking. That even its sand is pure white. I couldn't stop myself from being amazed by this place. As in wow! This is my first time here not only in this beach but first time I can go to the sea. All my life, I always study and work so I don't give myself time to entertain people like this. Even my friends when there is a bebeach I am not with them.

And that's what I blame, because it's really so beautiful at sea! Different from the pool! I lowered myself and squatted to touch the white sand, I smiled as I held it and it slowly fell into my hands.

Wow!

Even though I still wanted to play in the sand, I got up and started walking to tour it to see the beautiful views. As I was walking I only then noticed that there were also very few people and obviously capable of life. I came even closer to the sea water because I couldn't help but be amazed at how blue and clear the water was. The waves are also aesthetic! I can still see someone surfing in the middle, I'd never thought all my life that I am smiling brightly like this.

My feet played with the water that is now rippling here on the beach, I don't care if I look young and come from the mountain because of what I'm up to.

When I got tired of playing in the water, I saw a stall with my band nearby. Actually, they are many and concentrated in a row and many tourists are also shopping most of them are wearing bikinis.

I run to go to the first stall, and not with what it sells but coolers.

"Maam, you can buy it! Our flavors are fresh now. And the best -selling is our knuckle shake!" At the same time the saleswoman pointed out, I smiled and nodded when I remembered that I didn't have any money.

"Ahm pa ----"

"Give her that then I will pay for her." I looked at a man speaking next to me.

"Ay sige ho ser! Sandali lang ho!" The saleswoman said and made a knuckle shake.

"Ale hindi ho ----"

"Ay mam ser I'll just get some ice in the back." I couldn't appeal quickly when my sister left. That's why I'm annoyed that I now look at the man next to me. His two hands got into his shorts and he's topless but for some reason, Chaos is even hotter. The pride of her dating in her shades.

"Why did you do that for ?!" Ani ko.

"Tsk. It's obviously you want that shake." Then he smirked.

"I didn't ask you to buy that for me! So mister whoever ----"

"I have a name, so you can ask me for it."

"As if I care, that's why you stab me with that knuckle shake in your throat! Pride!" I saw that he was surprised for a moment because maybe when I was shaking, I was annoyed that I had already left but I even hit him and he grabbed something from his wallet and he put it there in the stall.

"Hey miss !!" Sigaw nya and damn! He's fucking following me! That's why I was annoyed that I faced him but wrong move because when I faced him I hit his wide chest, I almost fell because of the force of the impact but because he moved fast he grabbed me by the waist and caught me.

We stared at each other for a while but when he smiled I immediately pushed him.

"What!"

"What?" Maangan nya pang saad.

"Why are you following me ?!"

"I am not following you miss, this is also my direction to my cabin." But I did not shake my embarrassment. I raised an eyebrow at him.

I was confused for a moment when I stepped closer to Saken so I backed away. Every time I retreated, he would advance towards saken, I would have retreated when I felt a rock behind me, I thought I would fall because a strong arm joined saken.

I opened my eyes and found him catching his breath as I partook.

"You fell again in my arms, be careful miss. Maybe later you'll fall." When I heard him shake, I immediately pushed him.

Even though I wanted to talk to him, I just chose to turn around and walk away.

"Hey ... You're not dumb, are you?" And he really follows me.

I'm annoyed with him, why does Chaos and I seem to suddenly move away ?!

Tangina!

I confronted him again because I was really irritated with him plus his whistling whistle.

He also stopped walking and looked at Saken arrogantly.

"What's your name?" He asked.

"Why would I tell you?" I promised to finish smiling, but he just chuckled. Siraulo talaga tong isang to.

"Hmm" he said thinking. "Just wanna know your beautiful name."

But I didn't answer and my face remained blank, I knew it was a to's gesture. He came even closer because I would have backed away from what he said.

"Step back again I will kiss you."

"Good." He smiled at the promise. When he was in front of me, he reached out his hand for saken as if to shake hands.

"I'm Nashville, but you can call me Nash." But I just looked at his hand, I was about to say that I didn't care when I felt someone walk by.

"And she's mine. So back off." Intense and tough of the daring man who traveled saken. Its eyes were dark focused on Nash.

"Woaaaah! Cousin you're here!" My forehead is wrinkled, cousin?

"What are you doing here?" Chaos asked rudely, his arm dropped from my waist and I pressed even closer to him, I could see Nash saw that.

"I was just ...."

"Fuck! You make me worried baby! I thought you left me!" Chaos was worried and didn't listen to what Nash said, I saw Nash scratch his nose and shrug.

"I was just wandering around, how nice of you to sleep."

"But still! You should-- fuck!" Then he hugged me tightly.

"Chaos is over, maybe your cousin."

"Tsk." I even heard him whisper something before he let go, he was cold again staring at Nash.

"But are you here ?!" He asked Nash coldly, I felt him hold my hand and intertwined it.

"He's looking for a woman you know."

"Then I saw your girl ..." Nash added

"Fuck you!" Chaos was about to start when I touched him.

I was even more surprised when Nash laughed and raised his hands as if surrendering.

"Okay okay. Im out of here, I wont steal your girl ....." It stopped and looked saken. "For now." Then he winked at me and left, Chaos would have chased him when I stopped him.

"Let him go."

"But fuvk!" He kicked the sand at the same time.

"Are you a cousin of that one?" I asked when I got up.

"Tsk. Are you interested in that idiot ?!"

"Stop it, I'm already irritated. I'll add that one of your arrogant cousins."

"Good to be clear!" It's like a child's promise.

"Let's go back to the room, have you eaten yet?" I greeted him and tried to hold him but he walked away. I scratched my forehead, what's the problem with a to?

"Tsk! Thank you I love you but I forgot you did!"

"What ?!"

"You still have the urge to get angry! You left me and then I'll see that that gong is with you ?!" He scolded like a child again and then turned around.

He thought I would kiss him? Manigas sya.

He was still talking but I just left him and walked away, demented.

"Shaina!" I heard it shout, I smiled and walked even faster.

Neknek mo!

"Oh my God put me down you asshole!" I was the last to feel that I was made by him and that he was carrying me like a sack.

And he was already grabbing my attention, my eyes got even bigger when he slapped my ass!

"Chaos!"

"I should be the one mad at you baby, it looks like I'm still the one to propose to the two of us."

AT NIGHT, I woke up at about six o'clock in the evening. I fell asleep after what Chaos and I did earlier. Oops, don't get me wrong. We had some done adventures here in Alta Vista, like snorkeling, hiking, and we also went in the rock formation and in the spring waterfalls. And the idiot still thought of ziplining, so during our time during the day, I fell asleep when I got home and it was night when I woke up.
It's been 3 days since we've been here in Alta Vista, and nothing else has done this but annoy me.

I stretched first and stretched my neck. I roam around my eyes inside this room, only to found out that Chaos is nowhere. This suite is a very large room and only the really rich can afford it. So even though I was still drowsy, I chose to get up from my bed. It's true that when I stand up, it's because of my tyan.

I would have reached for my phone on the bed side table, with a note attached. I immediately picked it up and read it.

"Hey butternut, after you read this. Come out, im waiting outside. I love you."

Ps: Please wear this dress inside this paperbag

--- Chaos Handsome.

I winced when I read the back, I looked at the contents of the paper bag. A white dress, sleeveless and not that low neckline. I just found myself smiling while holding the dress.

I went to the bathroom and I was no longer hungry. I seem to be fed up with the simple letter of a to.

Hays Chaos.

I WAS now stared at in the mirror all over me, my whiteness floating because of this dress. I just didn't think about which planet he got it on. When I was satisfied I just picked up my phone and went out. I didn't bother to put makeup on my face and I just let my face be natural, just comb it and it's okay.

When I came out of the elevator there were still people in the lobby, I came out smiling.

Where is that one?

I looked left to right, when my phone vibrated.

Chaos:

Turn right butternut.

I looked to the right, and I noticed that there was a bonfire nearby and there were Christmas lights all around. I can't see who's there because it's already night because of the blur that maybe my eyes.

So I walked, little by little I saw there were people.

When I arrived, suddenly a guitar was playing and a few people came to give me space. When I could clearly see what was in front, Chaos was there while holding a guitar and with a mic in front. I was surprised to see his bands as well, Zarius was just serious and holding an electric guitar, Zyle had an egg shaker in his hand, Zyke was holding a bass, Vino was in the beat box and then Arkuss with a mini keyboard. I guess, this is what they say acoustic.

"Do you love the rain? Does it make you dance
When you're drunk with your friends at a party?
What's your favorite song, does it make you smile?
Do you think of me? "

I immediately goosebumps when I hear his voice again, he was just looking straight at me, as if no one was around and we were the only ones here. It's so nice to hear his voice, add the crickets singing and the waves crashing into the sea.

This is not the first time he has sung to me with many people, how many times has he sung to me? I can't remember.

"When you close your eyes, tell me, what are you dreamin '?
Everything, I want to know it all. "

I remember then, I also can't count how many times he has followed me since then and until now. Not once did he give in to me, yes he was tired but he kept coming back even though I pushed him a few times. He was always there for me, everytime, every minute and every second. He's the only man I've pushed away a few times but he always comes back and flirts with me.

"I"d spend ten thousand hours and ten thousand more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours
And I might never get there, but I'm gonna try
If it's ten thousand hours or the rest of my life
I'm gonna love you (ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh). "

Are you like that, Chaos? You make me feel very guilty about what you do. You're making my bad girl look so bad. Annoying!

When he saw me crying, he stopped singing and immediately lowered his guitar and ran towards me.

"Hey .. are you okay?" He asked worriedly and touched both my cheeks, really annoying! I looked at him badly and slapped his chest.

"Are you like that ?! You always have surprises, I hate you!" I heard him laugh as well as the people around.

"It's a sin to cry later !!! Woooh!" I heard Zyle speaking into the mic. The people shouted.

"Hey, you deserve this Shaina. You're worth all of these." He smiled as he wiped away my tears. His kiss on my forehead made me close. He turned around and motioned to his bands, and I heard the keyboard playing.

"I know Shaina, how many times have I told you the word I love you and how much I love you. But I want you to always remember that I'll never get tired of saying those three words to you. I love you so much, and I'm ready Wait, I'll just hear those words from your lips. Tangina! " People laughed when he cursed so I pinched his side.

"You're just smiling, I'm already thrilled." I was turned on by him.

"The gay pare!" Zyke replied that Chaos turned to him and kissed him.

He snatched something from his pocket and took out a small box, he opened it and my eyes widened when I saw what it was.

It was a moon necklace, the half moon. They called it Luna

I was still staring until he wore it around my neck. I still couldn't believe it until he finished, he held both of my hands and looked me in the eyes again.

"Shaina, This necklace symbolizes my love for you butternut, it means I'll love you to the moon and back. That everytime you wear this, you'd always remember me wherever you are. Everytime you look at the sky and you see the moon, you will remember me, Shaina. The Luna's reminded of me. Yours is the light by which my spirit's born: you are my moon, and all my stars. "

And again I felt another tear in my eyes.

"Always remember, You are my moon and I am your sun. Because I am willing to die just for you to breath." He paused for a moment and looked up the sky. "This sky is the witness of my forever love for you, just like this sky my love is endless. Just look up, we are both under the same starry sky." I couldn't help but sigh, I just found myself hugging him tightly and the applause of the people around us.

Tonight, I can say I am inlove with Chaos. I don't have to ideny because obviously I've already paid a lot with him.

"Woaaaah !!" I heard her scream as I hugged her. "Yessss !!" I laughed and hugged him even tighter.

"Hey, let's have a drink later!" Even Zarius.

When we parted in a hug, he put his arm around me, I was changing. Just now again I smiled broadly in front of many people.

"This night won't end without giving you my last surprise." My forehead furrowed, but he just smiled and straightened his gaze, which I immediately followed.

I don't know but I'm feeling all kinds of emotions tonight, Gosh !!!

"Ate ..." Even from a distance I could see the tears on her cheeks.

"Sherina ..."

He ran to me and hugged me tightly.

"Ate im sorry, please im sorry."

"ATE .." I looked at Sheri, we're both sitting in a sand while being serenaded by the cool sea breeze. We decided to talk just the two of us and Chaos agreed.

"I'm sorry what I have done to you, I was so selfish to think that I often say bad things to you. I'm sorry ate kase despite your support for saken I didn't even think about your sacrifices for saken instead I thought about it you do all this just for yourself. " I just look at the sea and let him speak first.

"Ate kase honestly, I contributed so much to you because we don't have parents anymore but you always make me feel that you're gone too." He stopped for a moment and wiped away the tears. "But I just don't have that because I thought, it's okay, it's okay because you're always by my side, giving me all my needs, and so is my aunt."

"Do you remember sister? When I was moving up when I was in elementary school? Auntie attended non because you said you were busy. I also participated in non with honors because you said I would improve my studies, I didn't instill anger in you then sister. Because the achievements I got are not all for you. I saw you sister .. "I looked at her.

Did he see me?

"You were there, you were on the side of the entrance and clapping while calling my name. While you were still wearing your scrubs. You were carrying your research papers. I didn't pretend to see you because I knew when I saw you I would leave You are. Your pride is high. " He laughed

"Then, sister, do you also remember what my aunt and I told you that I wanted a cellphone but you said I was too young to handle that. But later on, my aunt handed me a brand new phone, she said she bought it, but it's true is you and from your first salary as a nurse. " I bit my lip, God! I can't stop my tears anymore, I thought ....

"So sister, I'm so sorry, that's what I regret to everyone sister. That night, because when I saw your tears sister, she was destroying me. I don't want to see you hurt sister ..." She was crying so I hugged her na.

"Sssshhh its okay .... It's my fault too, don't cry."

"I love you sister .... I don't want you to disappear either. I can't handle it."

"Me too, She. I can't loose you and I won't loose you." Simultaneously rubbed his back. I turned to her and wiped away her tears.

"Listen She, don't blame yourself okay? From now on I'll be a good sister to you. Forget our past and we will live now a new life, a new beginning." He nodded and hugged me again.

"How are you and Zarius?" He was immediately released when I mentioned Zarius, he sat up and looked at the sea again.

"I didn't become a kame ate, you were right. Maybe I'm young, this is not -----"

"Did that idiot cheat on you ?!"

"No! No! Ate no, it's my fault. In fact, he wants us to be okay. He told me about his feelings and I know I feel for him too but I think ate I'm still not happy."

"Why?" I frowned at the question.

"We talked, I told him how I really feel. Maybe I'll just crush him first and I'm not ready for the gloves. And he said, he will wait. I hope so." He made a sad promise.

"I'm sorry She, I'm just concerned about you. I don't want you to hurt. Love takes time She, okay? Maybe this isn't the right time for you. And if she really loves you, she'll wait for you. But for now, it's forbidden to jowa Okay? By the way, when you finish college. " We both laughed.

"Are you older brother Chaos?" Out of nowhere he asked, I pinched his side.

"Awwww ate!"

"Stop it Sherina! Come get up there and let's go back to them."

"Weeee you're just thrilled!" Pangasar padin nya habag nag lalakad na kami pagalik.

We caught them around the bonfire and he was holding his beer. Chaos stood up and helped me sit next to him, I saw Zarius and Sherina looking at each other but immediately avoided She and stepped aside.

"You must be Shaina right?" A woman with us asked, I just saw her. And there are only three of us girls here. He stood in front of me while smiling, he raised his hand as if to shake hands for saken, I don't think he was showing plastic.

"Ahn yes," I hesitated to answer.

"Btw, Im Tellisha." I reached for his hand. "I'm Shaina."

"I knowww ..." He nodded. I smiled thinly at him and sat down next to Chaos again.

"Shaina, you're getting used to Lisha. There's a lot of load in the mouth so it's too loud." Asar is Zyke.

"Wow you're full of air your body." Lisha replied.

"Jan, grandpa and grandma stayed together, didn't they, Brad?" At the same time, Zyle looked at Arkuss, and the two laughed.

"Eeeeeewww! Xander Ford looks like that!" Everyone laughed at what Tellisha said. Zyke stood up at what Lisha said.

"Hey woman with a bullet in the mouth, you can do it, you look like pokwang!" Everyone laughed too so Tellisha stood up.

"Hey the thickness of the lime ----"

"When you two stop, your noise can make you talk in the room!" How Arkuss put marshmallows in their mouths. So they both sat down.

"You okay?" I felt Chaos whisper about it, his arm went up to my waist so I didn't appeal and just let him go.

"Yeah, you?" I asked and looked at him, he first drank the beer he was holding and nodded one after another.

"Tell me if you want to go back to our room kay?"

"Yeah." I promise, I caught Zarius still looking at my brother who is grilling marshmallows now.

Poor Zarius.

Tellisha stood up again so she grabbed his attention.

"I know! Let's just play truth or dare!"

Everyone agreed with what Tellisha said, but the one next to me was silent while playing with my hand.

To be continued...