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Kyle I never thought there would be a day when Rai would lie peacefully in my arms this way. She’s too hotheaded and individualistic to succumb to my hold like this. At one point, I realized there would be a day where she will leave me and never look back. But that was before I decided I won’t lose her. I wasn’t joking when I told her she’s coming with me. It was said in the heat of the moment, but it’s the truest decision I’ve ever made. Rai is coming with me. When this whole thing is done, she will be by my side when we go to live somewhere far away from here. Far away from the tragedy I’ll bring to the place she loves so much. The wound in my chest is nothing compared to the one she’ll suffer once I’m done. She’s currently changing my bandage and telling me about Mikhail’s latest screw-up. That’s what she’s been doing for the past couple of weeks. I try to focus on her words instead of the urge to flip her underneath me and fuck her. It doesn’t matter that we just came out of the sh