Chapter 104

I'm not your bestfriend! I scream mentally, I'm not sure what we are. It's hard to be friends with someone when they're in love with you. It's awkward. And strained. And not to mention Adam and I have too much of a distorted past. "He's an asshole," I say, straying away from his sentence. "If it wasn't for you, I'd have killed him." Adam shakes his head and his eyes are so earnest when he proclaims, "No. You wouldn't." Like he actually believes I would never hurt someone. Like I never have. "That's why you didn't kill anyone at the fight with my father's pack." "You don't know me, clearly." I snort but I'm touched that he has such a deluded image of me conjured in his head. Maybe that's why Adam is still holding onto this image of us, because he believes I am like that little girl that was his bestfriend. If only he knew that when I lie down to go to bed at night, I envision killing his father.  I'm not the worst, but I'm certainly not the best. "