Chapter 36

Again, I rush to speak. "Don't even go there, Adam. Again, I could never love you like the way your pack wants me to. The way they're trying to force me to. You look exactly like him, I could never.." I trail off, shaking my head. "You'll never get it." "I look exactly like him? Like my father?" "It doesn't matter." I say, and open the door to my house. "None of it matters." I slam the door shut with that, locking it shut. I'm pleased when he walks off and makes no further attempt to talk to me. I collapse onto my bed. I don't think I'll be able to go through with this. I can't even bare to look at Adam without feeling like I'm looking at his father. It's too creepy. Everything he does reminds me of him. How could I love someone who reminds me of the person I hate most in this world? Even if he didn't, I never would love Adam. Nor even like. It just leads me to think I need to get out of this. I need to. Run