Chapter36:

This would be the first time I would see Nate after the assault. I talked a hell of a lot of shit for me to be here taking deep breaths with Alessandro. No, I wasn't scared. I think anyone would be a little anxious to see someone that killed their child. Even if he didn't know I was pregnant. My hand was on Alessandro's heart, his breathing steady and me trying to imitate the same. "I'll be right behind you, okay?" I nodded, still taking deep breaths as he spoke. "I love you. Your so strong and beautiful and fearless, baby. I love you so much." He kissed my hand repeatedly until my breathing was steady. "Okay, I'm ready." He nodded, pressing his lips against my forehead. I took my final deep breath as Brinda approached, looking like she wanted to crawl in a hole and die. "Hey, Brinda." I smiled, walking up to her and hugging her. "Hey, Mrs. Escarra." She pulled away with a smile. "Your ready to be put on the stand, si?" She nods and takes a deep breath. "If you need a minute to prepare