  I stare at the glossy half-moon shining brightly while waiting by the bus stop.
      I had to work extra time at the shop because I demanded a raise in my salary from my boss since I need the money more than ever right now.
      Refusing to cogitate about what went on today, the most shocking news leaving me stupefied and weak I exhale shakily blinking back the tears threateningly to fall, the sound of cricket coming from the thicket, dulcet me from my maudlin thought.
      Zephyr blow helped me normalize my breath from the fear growing in me.
      I stare in silence watching cars pass by and people going in different directions before hearing my phone vibrate to life.
      I scramble through my bag for my phone before answering the phone to be welcomed by the concerned voice of Emma" Shiloh where are you? "
      "I had to close late today but I will be home very soon, just waiti

  Everyone walked out of the kitchen/dining room leaving me and Mum Elaina behind to talk in silence.
      I fidget with the hum of my sweater with my gaze downcast refusing to see the anger in her eyes towards me "I am sorry please don't be irate with me," I say breaking through the silence between us, possibly my heart drumming in my chest was enough noise to break the silence.
      "you have the right to be angry but please don't be I can't take any more anger towards me," I say with tears wetting my jeans before meeting her gaze with pleading in the dept of my eyes " everyone I care and love is angry with me, my Mum, Dad, Sylvia, and most importantly Chance," I say with my gaze flicking between her and the dining table.
      I sniff while covering my face with my hands trying to collect myself before feeling a hand resting on my shoulder.
      I lift my head to meet the curious a

  Recap
      Chance glares at her before responding "she is my fiancee" he declares openly.
      His words rang in my ear making my heart thunder and my body feel numb in a state of shock.
      I felt deluded and deteriorated and this feeling maims in a thousand ways.
      Present :
      His words echo in my mind leaving me stupefied and bewildered making my mind go into overdrive.
      The plates in my hands shatter to the floor, the sound echoes making me gasp snapping me from my thoughts.
      My heart breaks into million pieces echoing within my body piercing into my pride and self-esteem.
      I got on my knees without thinking picking up the broken pieces with my shaking hands " let me take care of this" Louis says helping me up.
      I blink back the tears while trying to avoid his eyes "no I will do this, it's just a plate" I say walking towards the stairs to find a brus

I stare at the glossy half-moon shining brightly while waiting by the bus stop.
      I had to work extra time at the shop because I demanded a raise in my salary from my boss since I need the money more than ever right now.
      Refusing to cogitate about what went on today, the most shocking news leaving me stupefied and weak I exhale shakily blinking back the tears threateningly to fall, the sound of cricket coming from the thicket, dulcet me from my maudlin thought.
      Zephyr blow helped me normalize my breath from the fear growing in me.
      I stare in silence watching cars pass by and people going in different directions before hearing my phone vibrate to life.
      I scramble through my bag for my phone before answering the phone to be welcomed by the concerned voice of Emma" Shiloh where are you? "
      "I had to close late today but I will be home very soon, just waiting for the bus, " I say hastily hitting my heel on the bench continuously.
      "tell me where

Chapter 12