  Chance Pov:
      I sigh loudly running my fingers through my already disheveled hair pacing across my room with Sam watching me closely, a specific someone with green eyes and brown soft hair keeps taunting my mind making it so frustrating to think straight.
      "Relax, she will get over this and move on, " Sam says patting my shoulders while I seat on the edge of the bed with her standing between my legs.
      "She making me feel so guilty but I am only doing this for her," I say sadly before blowing air through my parted lips.
      "I actually spoke with her this morning," she says discreetly before seating beside me.
      "Didn't I make it clear to you not to speak or come anywhere close to Shiloh? " I question angrily.
      I specifically told her not to speak with Shiloh because I had it under control but she just had to do contrary " calm down I was only trying to play a p

  SHILOH POV:
      The reason I am here seated in my car a few meters away from the venue of the engagement party with longing and sadness in my eyes is a mystery to my logical mind but not to my heart.
      Perhaps my heart needs the proof that this really is happening, but I can't bring myself to go in there, but it's for the best, I don't need to keep a false smile and pretend my heart is not in pain.
      If anyone told me years ago I would be in a car watching from afar, Chance engagement party I would laugh at the person's face and say he/she is demented but now the joke is on me.
      During high school, I was not a nerd but made sure to have good grades for my parent's sake, I was just a girl with no friends who always keeps to herself.
      My parents got a house not too far from the school leaving me under the care of Kate and some other house help visiting twice a month b

  The atmosphere is suffocating with tension and awkwardness only for me I guess because everyone seemed relaxed.
      "No problem dear," Mr colt says with a smile that is so unusual coming from him.
      We ate in silence. Well, I ate in silence feeling out of place being here, the food passing through my throat felt like stones almost bringing tears into my eyes, but I forced myself in taking every bite of the food even with my appetite gone.
      Everyone shared dialogue with ease around me while putting in short words when needed.
      This went on for a few minutes before Mr colt clears his voice gaining our attention with a smile full of pride on his lips" Chance and Sam's engagement party would be one week from now" he announces glancing at Chance and Sam with the same smile filled with pride glowing on his countenance.
      "I feel the need to notify you, his friends since y

Chance Pov:
      I sigh loudly running my fingers through my already disheveled hair pacing across my room with Sam watching me closely, a specific someone with green eyes and brown soft hair keeps taunting my mind making it so frustrating to think straight.
      "Relax, she will get over this and move on, " Sam says patting my shoulders while I seat on the edge of the bed with her standing between my legs.
      "She making me feel so guilty but I am only doing this for her," I say sadly before blowing air through my parted lips.
      "I actually spoke with her this morning," she says discreetly before seating beside me.
      "Didn't I make it clear to you not to speak or come anywhere close to Shiloh? " I question angrily.
      I specifically told her not to speak with Shiloh because I had it under control but she just had to do contrary " calm down I was only trying to play a part by being a jealous fiancee and besides you should be thanking me not yelling for no just rea

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