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Chapter 17

Alex

Me: I want divorce Alexander

Alexander: no it's out of the question

Me trying to control my way: of course I'll divorce

Alexender sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me: I don't want a divorce

Me sitting next to him and taking his hands in mine: why do you want us to stay together? give me one reason not to divorce you

I had my heart racing, I asked him these questions even though I wasn't really sure what answer I was going to receive, I kept in my heart the hope that he would tell me that he wants us to stay together because he loves me and he doesn't want to live without me, or even if he doesn't love me yet he at least wants to try, s 'he asks me to stay and really try to build something I will stay without thinking for a single second, since I don't want to be far from him, I'm not sure I can live far from him, I'm not Sure to be able to bear o



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Chapter 18

XANDER

Julia turning to me: why are you crying?

I turn to her father who was pleading with me before putting me at the same height as her: it's because I'm sad my darling

Julia wiping away my tears: Did dad make you sad?

Me: no no not at all my dear

Julia: what makes you sad then?

Me taking a deep breath before answering her: I'm sad because I have to give you some time, mom needs me

I was so ashamed to lie to her brazenly looking her in the face but I have no other solution at the risk of breaking her heart

Julia: So you're leaving me too, right? did I misbehave?

Me pained for her: no no not at all my dear, it has nothing to do with you, you are the best little girl in the world, you have done nothing wrong

Julia: So why do I feel like you're not coming back?

Me: no honey I'll be back soon, my mum needs me, I have to go take care of her for a while and I





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Chapter 16

Alex

This evening like all the others, he didn't come home for dinner, when we finish dinner, I put Julia in her bed and I go back to my room to take a shower and change, when I'm done I swap my dress city for a babydoll and I get into my bed it's not worth waiting for him he always comes home when he wants without even calling so he can do what he wants that's his problem, I know I won't get anything good from this fool

I find myself in this large and cold bed without being able to sleep, what is the use of having a King size bed if it is to spend most of your nights alone, what is the use of being married if you can't feel the warmth of the loved one nor the love of the loved one, what's the use of having a man in your life if it's to live a vacuum of loneliness like a bachelor? even single people can have fun without constraint, I have the impression of fin

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Chapter 17

Alex

Me: I want divorce Alexander

Alexander: no it's out of the question

Me trying to control my way: of course I'll divorce

Alexender sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me: I don't want a divorce

Me sitting next to him and taking his hands in mine: why do you want us to stay together? give me one reason not to divorce you

I had my heart racing, I asked him these questions even though I wasn't really sure what answer I was going to receive, I kept in my heart the hope that he would tell me that he wants us to stay together because he loves me and he doesn't want to live without me, or even if he doesn't love me yet he at least wants to try, s 'he asks me to stay and really try to build something I will stay without thinking for a single second, since I don't want to be far from him, I'm not sure I can live far from him, I'm not Sure to be able to bear our separation

Alexender standing up: I don't intend to divorce, you are my wife and you are supposed 