CHAPTER 32

While we were going to the mall, I only spoke when the kids had questions. My hand is already sweating holding my cellphone and I'm getting bored waiting for Brent to call. Earlier when I called him, we couldn't talk properly because it seemed like he was in a hurry and the surroundings were quite noisy. The man was probably at the market buying fresh fish or maybe vegetables so I just texted him that I needed to talk to him. But it's been over an hour and Brent still isn't feeling well. Why is that? The man knows that they are in a long distance relationship now. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. I want to take back what I told Brent that we were, because right now I'm not sure about my own feelings for the man. I admit that whatever happened to Amir and me, it's not the man's fault. It was just a one night stand - a sexual activity without emotional commitment! But still, I didn't want to rush things with Brent. Being an old lady is nothing to be ashamed of. If that