Chapter 61

Euniel I left Muse's office more upset and in bad shape than when I had been there. I believed I could handle it. Although I knew things were going to be complicated giving up my love for Muse, I never thought they were going to be so difficult to live with. I feel as if I was dying in the face of this situation. My body only needs to brush against Muse's for it to ignite and I can no longer control it. I arrive home in the evening very dejected. I lie on my bed, unable to do anything. My phone starts ringing. I don't pick it up. It rings insistently and I end up picking up the call, annoyed by the noise. "Hello !" I say putting the phone to my ear. "My son, it's me." He's my father, what am I saying? It's Charles. What does he want from me? Why is he calling me? I become more and more attentive to this call, then I ask him in a not too welcoming voice "What do you want Charles? I think I told you that I wanted nothing more to do with you?!" "I