I CAN DO THIS

HU: I know I shouldn't be here. She asked me not to come, but today felt different. Today with her felt really good. For a moment, I forgot how shitty my life was. She's so smart, so pretty, so bad at hockey-my fucking dream girl. I can't remember the last time I felt this happy. Even when I tried to sound serious, she would find a joke to lighten the mood, like she couldn't stand to see me upset. After a lot of hesitation, I throw on my clothes and rush to her house. When I get to her window, I realize it's shut, so I tap on the glass. She turns, her mouth parting. "Ar-" She starts to scream, but then slaps a hand over her lips, her brows furrowing as she recognizes me. I pray she doesn't turn me away. She hesitates before walking to the window and unlocking it, sliding it up. "Can I come in?" I ask. She rolls her eyes but steps back, giving me just enough space to squeeze through. Once I'm inside, I close the window and turn to face her. "What are you doing here, Hu?" she whispers, c