Chapter FIFTY

Giovanni woke up a week later after I saw his fingers move. The police still haven't found anything about the shooter , it's like chasing a ghost. It's been two weeks now and Giovanni will be returning home even though he still needs a lot of bed rest. I pace around the room as Olivia and I wait for the pregnancy test results,I was so stressed about everything that I forgot that I had missed my period. "Calm done Madam, you're making me nervous as well",she says anxiously looking at the test. I don't know how to react if it's positive, Giovanni had spoken about having a baby and I didn't like the idea, I'm not sure about my feelings about him yet ,there are just so many scars and open wounds but maybe a baby is what we really need to start over, forget everything and try to be happy. I know it's just been a few minutes but it feels like it's been hours, will I make a good mother? Or will I be like my mom? Growing up I was practically raised by my nanny and father,my mother was mor