Chapter 43

It was true. They did leave me like that and it still hunted me. Abelardo didn't say anything but he did try to pull me in for a hug. But I refused I refused. "Leave me alone" I screamed at him. He looked a little taken back until he looked at my face. His face showed horror written there. I felt like my face was burning. My eyes were heavy and a hit of nuseaus hit me making me run to the toilet. I bowed down crunching my self littleraly​ trying to support myself from falling inside. When I finished Abelardo was there standing behind me smoothing my back his thumb rubbing circles on my back. I looked in the mirror and saw that my hair was messy my eyes looked horrible and red. I was sweaty my whole face looked like water was damped on my face and swollen. I turned to Abelardo the tightly hugged him. I needed it I needed him. I need support. I needed company. "Please don't go in another room. Please don't send me back in the old room. Please don't go. Please don't