Chapter 80

There was a huge difference between the idea of something and it actually taking place. I thought I prepared myself enough for this, that it wouldn't be that bad. I ensured myself that everything would be fine, Orion saying the exact same thing. It was worse than I thought it would be, much worse. Yesterday, it wasn't that difficult. He left at midnight, starting the three days of separation. I felt a loneliness, a sinking feeling in my heart, but it wasn't hard to ignore. Today, I couldn't say the same thing. It was worse than just painful. I could feel the distance between us, the empty space tugging at my soul. It felt as if a rift was tearing between us, yet the two halves were forcefully clashing together, ensuring that we would not be separated. I craved for him, much more than I ever had before. I truly never realized how attached I was to him, his much I actually needed and wanted him around me. I couldn't eat, barely being able to hold down any sorts