Chapter 105

But it didn't just stop there, oh no. I was a weak, weak woman. I'm a disgrace to the entire gender. I didn't let him take me in just the shower. We did it on the bathroom counter, the door, the wall, and then finally the bed. I was exhausted by the time we were done. Exhausted and disgusted with myself. So deliciously disgusted. The silent tears came again when he cradled my body with his own, placing tender pecks against the skin covering my shoulder and collarbone. "What's the matter, Lovebug?" He asked worriedly. "I can't do this, Michael. I can't forgive what you did to me. This was a major lapse in judgment that cannot happen again. I have two little girls depending on me to be strong for them and I can't do that when you're toying with my heart like this." I whimpered out, sounding utterly pathetic. "Let me prove myself to you. I can be your dirty little secret until you decide I'm fit enough to come back into your lives perman