Chapter 94

Yeah, I am a coward, but I don't want the world to know. I want to be strong. I need to be strong to hold myself together. Though sometimes my conscious nags at me that Liam can do that for me. Just like I can do it for him. The thing is, I don't want to rely on Liam. I mean, what if something happened? What if... Liam did actually get hurt in the process of taking down Alpha Beckett? What if I lost him like I'd lost my mom?  Man, God knows I can't just simply accept the loss of someone and move on. I think that's been obvious since I'm still grieving the death of my mother who passed away four years ago. Going on five soon.  Basically, what I'm saying is, I don't want to set myself up to get hurt. I know I'd lose it if Liam actually died. Maybe I wasn't bound to keep Liam. Maybe he wasn't bound to keep me. I mean, we had the whole force of the world working against us. With Alpha Beckett and Adam, and just about Liam being a rogue. O