Chapter 22

Eileen I froze when I felt his lips slowly touch mine. I took a sharp deep breath, his lips were so soft and mesmerizing, I wanted to kiss him back, I wanted to hold him and be held by him. "Please Eileen, don't leave" I heard him whisper against my lips so lightly yet desperately. I could feel it, he wanted this as much as I did, maybe more than I did. But I couldn't, not only did it hurt, it made me also scared, I didn't want to put the pack member's lives at risk by being here. What if I mistakenly hurt someone with my powers one day? I would never be able to forgive myself for it. The best thing to do at the moment was to leave. I could leave with Amber if I wanted to, but I was being selfish, for the first time I wanted to be selfish and think about my own feelings too. I didn't want to leave my mates, I had found peace in this pack and I didn't want to leave and try to find my way around again. I didn't want to go back to square one. I found my mates, I found my family, my brothe