Chapter 87

Jon was silent, grabbing onto my hand and holding it to his face. I felt his tears dampen my knuckles. He was looking deep into space, lost in thought. But I knew he was listening. Jon always listened. "I never even knew our pup was there...and yet...I miss him...something's different..." I murmured. I took a deep breath, I must have looked dead. Because that's exactly how I felt. If they decided to bury me right here and now I would let them. Jon cleared his throat and gave my hand a tender kiss. "Diana..." Jon said. "No...I'm sorry, Jon. I'm sorry." I brokenly said. "That was our pup, and now he's gone because...because of me...I'm so sorry..." "Diana...this is not your fault. This is...please...don't blame yourself! The time wasn't right for a baby, Diana!" Jon growled. "Then why did the Goddess bless us with one? She did, Jon! I just didn't care for it!" I cried out. "We, Diana. That baby was...is ours. This is not your fault I need you to...believe me, Diana." "I want us to have b