Chapter 494

　　Tabitha's POV 　　Rather than the fear brought by the car losing control, it was more accurate to say that I was facing the root of my subconscious fears. 　　As the downhill began, the driver struggled to keep the steering steady, but the speed instantly shot up. 　　The rushing wind roared in my ears, so loud that it drowned out the sound of my own heartbeat. 　　Scene after scene flashed through my mind, a car racing through a rainy night, the thunderous roar of thunder and lightning in the sky, and the heart-wrenching screams of a woman. 　　"Ah!" I suddenly clutched my head, as a nearly unbearable pain seemed to tear through it. 　　"Tabitha! Don't be afraid. I am here." Derek held me tightly. 　　I unconsciously grabbed Derek's collar, my eyes tightly shut as I shouted, "I'm scared, Derek. I'm scared!" 　　I'm not afraid of death. It seemed I was afraid of something even more terrifying than dying. 　　But I didn't understand. If I wasn't even afraid of death, what else could I possibly be afrai