Chapter 95

Herry decided not to go out into the world until he is fully prepared for it. It is still the woman's place where you help them do some chores. She constantly tries to stop him anytime she sees him working for her but he is always persistent to do it. "Why do you always try to stop me? This I'm doing right now is biologically my duty, you have been so helpful to me in so many ways, you have tried for me, so who am I not to return the favor?" He said to the woman while she was trying to help her cut the woods in the backyard. She looked at him with so much pity, and when he was about to slash the wood again she held his hands. "You did not still understand what I am trying to say and that's why you keep doing this things, three nights ago, I went through your body parts and found out that there was a hole which was patched at the right hand side of your chest, I was so curious to why that who was there." She said to him and her face was full of pity. "After a lot of thinking and analysation, I came to a conclusion that the hole was caused by a bullet, and you were not fully treated before you got here, maybe the doctors were waiting for you to regain consciousness before the take more operation on you, because it was going to be quite dangerous for a man with comma to be operated while being unconscious." The lady said to me story mode and she was quite unhappy with the way he continued cutting the wood, He kept on cutting it and cutting it, she noticed that it was getting quite out of hand, she didn't steal stuff she caught it with so much anger and desperation, which clearly proves that she was not himself anymore, he tried to cut it one more time, but the woman please down hands on the exact place where he was about to cut, She knows full well that if she places her hands there, Herry would not be able to cut it anymore. "Why did you stop? I me had just a few hits left, if you had allowed me to continue cutting it, my sons and mothers would have been over by now, I would have been completely stressed out and would have no time to think about the past, I would rather think about the future and that future's how to get my strength back because I would have been so weak by then." He said to the old woman and she axed on the floor. "Calm down, you should know that I am quite old and I am virtually old enough to give birth to you, is it not obvious that you are not taking the right step? If you do not know then I will sound it loud and clear to you; this you have just done earlier is not a possible means of forgetting about your troubles, it is not going to help in solving your problems, I will tell you the truth, it is never going to help you in any way, the only thing that can help you now, is to get some rest." The lady said to him as she dragged him to sit. "Rest you say? How do you think Tracy is going to help me? I am in a cold frustration right now and you tell me to rest? I will need you to rephrase that, why will you tell me to rest? Resting is only going to waste my time and it would never help me to solve any of my problems. Wool dressing teaches me where to find Lisa? Or would you teach me where to find my gun members, or is it ever going to teach me how to get to those who make me suffer all this?" He had a woman as he sat down on the seat. "Why I say this to your hearings it is because I do not need all of this right now, all I need is some better words of encouragement, some portable words that will give me the momentum to strive harder and never to give up, but from what you have been saying earlier, there are no words of encouragement, only gradually, systematically and rapidly killing my IQ." He said to the old woman and she felt so disappointed at the sound of that. "Now I get why you advise me to rest, you advise me to wear it because you think it is just a normal occurrence, you think I had nothing much to do with these people I care so much about, after all if he cared so much about them why would he still be in my place? He would have ran out of here in search of them, I am pretty sure that is what you think, and that is why you are still advising me to rest." He said to the old woman as she began to cry again. "Let me talk, I would not stop him, let him spit it all out, if I try to stop him from his mind, he's definitely not going to be happy, and I know how this thing's goes, it is definitely going to bother him so much in his heart, and it is going to be very sad that it would bother him so much in his heart." The old woman said in her mind as she stared at him why he was talking. "Let me put it in this way to you, I guess it will be more understandable this way, and you would get to understand the issue better this way, disturbing I keep talking about over and over again, the same lady I was about to marry before all this misfortune theme true, she was my fiance, my bloody fiance, and that is why I am so sad, and I'm so down right now, I didn't even know what to think or how to think anymore, she was the only one who made my day brighter, I gave me the best momentum to stay alive to thrive and succeed." He said to the old woman as she bent his head in deep tears. "And on the other hand my brothers, the guys who made me off, who made me who I stand to be before I even knew my fiance, These guys are the ones who made me stand on my ground today, not for the fact that they were by my side I would have no name to be called today, I might probably not be alive today, and now, these guys I have just told you about are no longer by my side, there are even nowhere to be found, I searched around for them, I went to our old quarters and our new quarters, it's not even a soul was found there, I even went deeper into the forest because that was Where we do train, but in all, I couldn't still find a single soul." Here is his head but still in tears as he said to the woman. "So tell me, what do you have next to say? Should I still rest? Do you think I should still rest after everything I have just told you? Do you still want me to go into that damn bed and place my head all in the name of resting? What sense does it make to you? The worst and bad part about everything is the fact that time waits for nobody, if it was possible to stop time or pause it I could have probably used no time to rest, I could even rest my head for 100 years having the hope that time wasn't counting." He said to the old woman. "You might not know why I told you to rest, but if you get to find out the reason you would understand that resting is a very good idea, all what you have told me and asked me earlier was not a necessary questions at all, what I expected you to ask was the fact that how would you go about it? In what way are you doing? Those are the questions I simply expected you to ask, but you kept on asking dumb questions." The woman finally broke his silence when she saw that he was already coming down and was ready to listen to what you were about to say. "Okay then, tell me now, since you know that that was the right question, tell me the answer to it?" He told the old woman to tell him how to rest, hoping that it will be quite different from the normal resting he thought it was. "Okay, this is how it goes, from the way I have spoken, you might think that it is totally and completely different from normal resting, but in actual fact it is completely the same, but in a different method." The old woman said to him