Chapter 193 Chapter

"They want me gone, don't they?" "You're staying, it's already been decided," I said firmly. "They'll get used to it, you just have to give them a bit of time. Some of them have a bit of trouble adapting, that's all." "It's weird," she said, her voice barely more than a whisper. "I feel so ... empty." "Empty?" Panic spiked in my gut. Amy nodded. "Yeah, before I just felt full of hunger and pain and now, I'm not sure how to feel. It's like there's this big empty space where the hunger was and I have no idea what I'm meant to fill it with." "Hunger is all you've ever known since you were turned. It's no wonder you don't know how to feel now. Do you remember anything from before? When you were human, I mean." She stiffened and wrapped her arms tighter around her legs. "I'm hardly going to forget that. I had everything a girl could possibly want. A nice town house in Notting Hill. Walk-in wardrobe. Three family holidays a year." I stared hard at her until she rolled her eyes. "Okay, okay,