Chapter 40

Samuel carried me all the way to our room, he didn't ask any questions either. When he walked in I thought he was going to lay me on the bed then just sit there, but instead he continued to hold me as he laid down on the bed. I continued to cry against his chest, my tears had now soaked a good portion of his shirt. My thoughts were all over the place, scattered in my mess of a mind. I knew once I calmed down and if he feels like it's the right time, he'll ask me about what Lycan had done. I can't exactly say something like I did then give no explanation, it's also about time that he knows. I can't keep this from him forever, especially when he shared so much about his life to me. I kept on silently praying that he won't get angry with me for taking so long to tell him. A part of me hopes he'll understand that telling him what had happened is going to make me live through every moment again. It took me a total of three hours to stop my crying, the whole time Samuel stayed awake and aler