Chapter 203

ALEXIS'S POV Looking at my condition with Brandon’s heart still in my hand and Michael banging on the door like a mad man, I pulled my knees closer to myself as I sat on the ground, feeling lonely and helpless all of a sudden. "Sebastian, where are you? I need you. Why did you leave me alone? I am sorry for sending you away like this," I said, crying as I don't know what to do anymore. I can't go out. Even if I will be able to get away from Michael, and he will be able to control himself, it doesn't mean every other alpha could. Seeing how Brandon almost went haywire after looking into my eyes, I can't take the risk with any other alpha as I don't think I have that power to fight anyone else now. I didn't want to kill Brandon either. I indeed wanted to punish him and avenge my sufferings, but this is not what I wanted. I wanted to torture him and let him die slowly in agony. I wanted him to feel the pain of loss and not being loved by anyone. I wanted to take everything away from him s