  Chapter 51
  Find me in your heart
  &quot;Well, why. . . why?&quot; My voice was weak at that question. I have not yet nearly gained the strength to fully accept thing that I found out..
      Her eyes were sad, but I didn't even see any remorse. It's as if you like what you're doing, something that has caused my system even more shock.
  &quot;When your mom disappeared, and I went to Switzerland with your uncle, I met 'that group.&quot;
      He took my hands and smiled sadly. Even though I wanted to hug him and calm him down, I was always stuck in my seat.
  &quot;They were my family then, Alessia. I was able to move on with your mom because of them. It wasn't just a group, but we became friends,&quot; my father explained, seemingly convincing me then that what he did was right.
  &quot;I am very sure you can find other friends. . . good friends,&quot; I said mixedly.
      I also d

  Chapter 52
  Find me in your heart
        Most of the people in the world are blessed by having a family. A family with whom you can share all your joys and sorrows, who are there to guide you through your growing years, who stand by you in the toughest situations.
  The family is important because it is where our lives begin and where our personality is formed. This is the foundation of each of person with a problem and they are also here for us to draw courage when a problem comes.
  Some young people ruin their lives because their family foundations are weak and there is no unity with it. Young people from broken families are ruining their lives because they rebel and they also learn to use illegal drugs.
  The family is important because they are the one who understand us best when we have nothing to lean on during times when only problems come into life. With this, we can face th

  Chapter 50
  Find me in your heart
  Staring at him like this makes think about what ifs. What if my mom is here with us? 
  I wanted to think that she was my mom.
  A mom who is in charge of our groceries, kitchen, household concerns, and budgeting funds for the entire family.
  The first person to sacrifice her life by giving birth to all of us. My mother who taught me how to walk, talk, and smile. My first mentor and teacher in helping me determine what is right and wrong. 
  Just like every mother.
  With that I learned that moms, especially in our new generation evolve as the sole providers of the family.
  Many are saying that mothers are the emotional backbones of the family. If problems occur, they are the strongest person to hold back, and we can always rely on them; help us when we are undergoing certain emotional or physical problems along the way in the challenges of life. 

Chapter 51
  Find me in your heart
  &quot;Well, why. . . why?&quot; My voice was weak at that question. I have not yet nearly gained the strength to fully accept thing that I found out..
      Her eyes were sad, but I didn't even see any remorse. It's as if you like what you're doing, something that has caused my system even more shock.
  &quot;When your mom disappeared, and I went to Switzerland with your uncle, I met 'that group.&quot;
      He took my hands and smiled sadly. Even though I wanted to hug him and calm him down, I was always stuck in my seat.
  &quot;They were my family then, Alessia. I was able to move on with your mom because of them. It wasn't just a group, but we became friends,&quot; my father explained, seemingly convincing me then that what he did was right.
  &quot;I am very sure you can find other friends. . . good friends,&quot; I said mixedly.
      I also don't really understand my life. I still have some worries, I have more to think about and try 

Chapter 51 Angst