TRUTH

HU: It's been weeks of pretending like my whole fucking life isn't falling apart. Seeing Ginger bond with Caspian makes me want to kill myself. I question the goddess every single day to make it make sense to me. Sure, I am passionate about things, but not people. Ginger just makes everything different, and worse, I can no longer concentrate on my studies without her help. I want to lie close to her every day, because hearing her voice is the only thing I long for, even if she is teaching the most boring subject. As long as she is the one talking, I would listen. Here I am in this hall, staring at my test papers, writing faster than a lightning bolt, because as I stare at it, her soothing voice echoes in my head, telling me what to do, and what not to do. "You are doing great." I hear her voice in my head as I get to the end of my question. As soon as I finish, I take a moment to breathe. My eyes catch Caspian, who is at the other end of the hall. He is writing intently, and for a mome