chapter 37

Marabella With Kyan now gone, I just stand and stare around at the destruction of what is left after that horrifying encounter. Inside, I feel just like this room. Like the havoc, left after an unstoppable hurricane. That’s exactly the effect Kyan has on me. Each time he is around, we crash against each other, the storms we both try to hide break free, and we leave nothing but destruction behind. My heart is still beating furiously, At this point, I don’t know what to think. I’m not sure if I could figure out where to start if I had to sit down and come up with any way to better the situation. I am completely numb. Numb to whatever emotions might rush through me, and numb to everything my own mate just did to me. What he tried to do. Or perhaps, over the years I have lived with him, openly hating me, despising my very existence, I might have grown used to his cruel ways. Maybe I have grown accustomed to it. I hope not, but the moment Jonah walks into the apartment, I become more lost.