Chapter 63

He absolutely loved that chair. I slowly sat down on the plush chair, and inhaled his scent. It comforted me. I dragged the chair out of his office, and into mine. I sank down in the burger chair and cuddled with the huge teddy bear. My parents' scents surrounded me, I felt safe. "Em?" someone called from outside the door. I ignored it and buried my face in the bear. The bear's fur got wet from the tears that escaped my eyes. I don't even know why I'm crying. I've always missed them, but I guess its really getting to me now. I understand that they're not coming back, that I'll never see them in person, that they won't be here to hold me. They won't be here to guide me through how to deal with Malcom. They won't be here for any of my ceremonies. Light shone in the office as someone opened the door. I clutched tighter onto the bear and silently cried. None of this was fair. I could've killed Jacobs. I could've had his entire group slaughtered. It wo