Chapter 156: A nano-second

I don't think I can handle a breakup. Luke said that the scariest twenty seconds of his life was when he ran from his house to mine. My scariest twenty seconds? I'm looking at it. I felt my chest tighten, but maybe that's because of my bra size - what an insane comment for him to make. What is wrong with him?! He goes from kissing my neck to saying we may not be right for each other?! A break-up would break me. "My mom is about to come home," I whispered, almost surprised that I had any breath left in me, "Maybe we can talk about this tomorrow?" Or never. I haven't slept. Today has been an endlessly long and terrible day. A stream of events that went from bad to worse. And my mom was coming home, I hadn't lied about that. But I also hadn't told the truth – that I was terrified of hearing his feelings. I couldn't take on such a heavy conversation right now. I'd probably break down in front of him or yell something I'd regret. Talking about if we ca